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Tuesday, August 28, 2012

I've lived it well.

I live in Cedar now in an apartment with four other girls.
My roommate is one of my best friends, Alyssa. I love her.
One of the other three is on the SUU girls' basketball team.
The other two are both art majors.
In the past three days of living here our sink disposal broke and we had to get a new one.
Lyss & I made italian chicken in a crockpot with carrots, squash, potatoes, and chicken.
It was delicious.
Aside from that...
I have three classes on Mondays, Wednesdays, & Fridays.
They include:
-Child Development Infancy through Twelve
-Effective Parenting
-and some type of "Fathering" class
Then I have institute at noon.
On Tuesdays and Thursdays I have one class.
It's on "Divorce and Re-Marriage"
Interesting classes eh?
I'm also taking a class online called "Children's Literacy"
All together I'm taking 17 credits.
I've spent $300 on books.
I am not a fan of school but hey, maybe I'll know a thing or two about being a parent someday or something though from all these classes I'll be taking, right?
So yep.
I'll be done with school in December.
Welcome to the life of Katelin Jensen for the next 109 days [that includes weekends].
Love,
Kate

Friday, August 24, 2012

It's just a game

I don't want to move.
But I know once I get down there I will be happy.
I know there are great things in store for me.
I just have to keep my head up.
But why is it so hard to leave?
Love,
Kate

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

& may the odds be ever in your favor

What's better than a rainy day, watching The Hunger Games for the third time, drinking orange juice, and cuddling up in a blanket on the couch while being sick? 
All of the above minus the being sick part.
This is the last week of being home before I move back for college and I am trying so hard to make the best of it but it is miserable to be so sick. 
At least I am in the comfort of my own home though.
I really couldn't be more blessed. 
A big thanks goes out to my mom and dad for all that they have done for me this summer.
I admire them and love them both so much.
I am sad to have to say goodbye here in a few days, but I know that without change there would be no butterflies.
So thank you so much, dear family, for the awesome summer and the amazing times that we have spent together!
Love,
Kate


Sunday, August 19, 2012

I got peace in my heart, got peace in my soul

Let's pretend I'm a famous artist!
I put my Manti Temple picture in the County Fair. ha :)

I love my sisters. This is how we entertain ourselves as we drive to Provo and back for school shopping.
 Admit that we're really cute.
 and weird.

I tried a new recipe called French Toast Dumplings.
They were soooo good!!!
Simply biscuits simmered in maple syrup 
 Then sprinkled with cinnamon sugar
They are tasty little buggers.
 
Now is when I get crafty...
I decided to cut up a pair of my old TOMS and make some sandals.
They're super comfy! 
Then I made some signs and I'll be putting them on foam core- then probably hanging them in my apartment down in Cedar. 
 I made this "home" one for my friend Melissa Harward. She is the owner of Simply Pretty and I used to work with her. Check out her cute stuff by clicking on that link.  
Anyways, she asked me to make some fun things to put in some frames on her picture wall so I decided to get a little creative.
 I cut these out of scrapbook paper and glued them onto some paper. They're now hanging up in her house and it looks fantastic! She loved them.
I decided that I need to do something that requires creativity and craftiness in my future. I love art. I really do. And I love baking and I love being creative.
Love,
Kate
ps. fasting is an incredible thing and Heavenly Father truly does hear and answer our prayers.
-Tiana is in town for the week!!! Look forward to hearing about some the adventures we will be having. yay!
-I'm moving to Cedar on Saturday.
-Summer has gone by too fast :(

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Our decisions determine our destiny





fate/fāt/

Noun:
The development of events outside a person's control, regarded as determined by a supernatural power.
Verb:
Be destined to happen, turn out, or act in a particular way: "it was fated to end badly".
Synonyms:
noun.  destiny - lot - doom - fortune - kismet - portion
verb.  destine - preordain - ordain

o·men/ˈōmən/

Noun:
  1. An event regarded as a portent of good or evil.
  2. Prophetic significance: "a bird of evil omen".
Synonyms:sign - presage - portent - augury - token - foretoken

por·tent/ˈpôrˌtent/

Noun:
  1. A sign or warning that something, esp. something momentous or calamitous, is likely to happen.
  2. Future significance: "an omen of grave portent for the tribe".
Synonyms:presage - omen - sign - augury - prognostic - foretoken


Check out these three words. Here's the rundown of them: 
First of all I had a friend say to me, "You're big on fate huh?" So I got thinking about it and looked up the definition. I decided that yes, I do believe in fate to a certain extent.
Second of all, I had a different friend use the word "omen" while describing how and why things happen sometimes so I was curious and looked up that definition. 
Then, the word "portent" stood out to me so next I looked up that definition too. 
Funny how they all mesh together, huh? So now the question is, do I believe in destiny?

des·ti·ny/ˈdestinē/

Noun:
  1. The events that will necessarily happen to a particular person or thing in the future.
  2. The hidden power believed to control what will happen in the future; fate.
Synonyms:fate - lot - fortune - doom - kismet - luck - portion

Maybe so.


Love,
Kate

ps. President Thomas S. Monson said in his talk titled Believe, Obey, and Endure that "our decisions determine our destiny."
. . .something cool to think about!

Sunday, August 12, 2012

Lead me, Guide me

"Let the scriptures be your guide, and you will never find yourself traveling the road to nowhere."
-Thomas S. Monson

Did you know it's impossible to be truly grateful and sad and/or depressed at the same time?
Just a thought.
Love,
Kate

ps. I love the scriptures and I love Fishlake.

Monday, August 6, 2012

EFY was especially for me

Let's start from the beginning. . .
This was my first group for the summer back in June. 
Week #1, session 3d:
"One Love"
There weren't many pictures taken this week... I am not sure why, but it's fine haha.
You can see some other ones here though.
Then a few weeks later after chillin back home in Richfield for some time, I got an email and accepted three more weeks of EFY! So here is week #2, session 8a:
"Cannot Be Hid"
This was my sweet co-counselor Jacob Jensen. I loved this guy so much.
We were the best at photo bombing. What could we say, look at us.
Sometimes we would take our kids to get snowcones ... even in the pouring rain. You know why? Because look at those suckers! They were worth it. 
And sometimes at the dance during the "counselor freeze," our kids would put us in positions that were supposedly funny to them. 
I ended week #2 on a huge high and started week #3 a couple days later.. I was exhausted. But I completed the week after some ups and downs & it turned out to be great!
Week #3, session 9b:
"The Avengers"
I was in my first trio this week. My co's were great-- Adam McNevin and & Haley Felton. Bless both of their hearts... we had the funniest of times together! 
Seriously look at those faces. Pure happiness right there. hahaa..

Then after taking one week off (which was very much needed) I worked my last week for the entire summer.
Week #4, session 11a:
"Angelic Souls"
I was in a trio again with the amazing Jaclyn Sheffield and crazy-talented Landon Dutson. I could not have been more blessed to have these co's to end my summer with. They are lovely people.
Cute little Jaclyn is engaged and I loved hearing all of her stories. We were surprisingly a lot alike and she had some great insights and advice for me. She was definitely a blessing in my life.
Landon was one of the first guys I met at the beginning of the summer when I did my first session of efy. Throughout the summer we would run into each other as we worked different sessions of efy but we just so happened to end up as co's at the end of the summer. It was cool. He is an awesome guy.
Sometimes my kids would fall in love with me and write me notes.
This one says "Do you work for gilette? Cuz you're the best a man can get."
And for some reason they made me look like a mermaid...? hahaahaa
I can't fully describe how this summer has changed my life. Being an efy counselor has been the most amazing experience. It has been so rewarding. 
 
This right here is what makes efy worth it all. To see the change in someone and to know how big of an influence you have been in their life for the better is something that will forever remain in my heart. One of my girls told me this past week that I helped her find herself and find Jesus Christ. .....How amazing is that? I can't thank my Heavenly Father enough for the gift of the Holy Ghost and for being able to use me as an instrument in His hands to share the good news with the youth of this generation.
 
Sure, efy has it's ups and downs but without them there wouldn't be any way to learn and grow.
It was definitely the hardest thing I have ever done in my life but it was by far the best thing I could have ever done as well. It is mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually exhausting. But it is such a spiritual high.
I have learned how to fully rely on the spirit and I have gained such a strong testimony of the gift of the Holy Ghost and the power and strength that come through faith, hope, charity, diligence, and patience. All those christlike attributes are KEY to success, happiness, and blessings!

I feel like efy has been my mission. I have loved every minute of it and have learned and grown so much. I learned something from everyone I came in contact. From the other staff members, the session directors, and the kids, every single one of them has touched my heart in one way or another and I am forever changed.
Just like one of the songs from efy this year--- this is my testimony:

"Sitting in this moment I'm feeling things I've never felt before
My heart is beating in my chest and I can't hold back my emotions anymore
So many times I've asked and prayed to know its real to feel this way
and it's sweeter than I ever imagined
And I'll never be the same,
I have felt His love, and there's no looking back.
There's a fire that will remain, cuz written on my soul is a witness of my own. My faith has taken root and I have tasted the truth. My hearts forever changed, and I'll never be the same"

 
 
My testimony is stronger than it has ever been. I know more than ever that Jesus Christ lives and that he loves each and every one of us. I know that this is His gospel and that through Joseph Smith it was restored back to this earth. I know that Christ is our Lord and Savior... our Redeemer. I know he lived for us and died for us and that only by him and through him we are saved and are able to return to our Heavenly Father.
I love this gospel so much. It brings me so much joy. I love my Heavenly Father and I know he hears my prayers and he answers them too! I know it. And I know that Jesus Christ loves me and he is my best friend... He is my strength.
Let me say that again. . .
HE IS MY STRENGTH.
And he always will be.
I thank my Heavenly Father every single day for the wonderful opportunity I had to be an efy counselor this year and to be able to help the youth that I was placed with. I was able to teach them and testify to them every single day of the truthfulness of the gospel. But overall, I know that more than anything this experience was just for me. I am slowly but surely becoming the person I know Heavenly Father wants me to be and I could not be happier.
Love,
Kate

ps. random excerpts from notes I've received from some of my kids:

"Kate you can make me smile without fail all day long! I love how much you love our savior. You really took effort to try to make this week special and to try to get to know me. I feel like I know you so well! You're the kind of person who would be my best friend. You could make the worst day the best day with how bubbly you are. I love ya! I'm really going to miss you. You are by far the best counselor in the world. You're perfect, never change."

"I want to thank you for being such a wonderful counselor. You have brought life into my life. You inspire me to do good and to be a better person. You are so understanding and patient and suhc a great listener. And I truely mean it when I say you were like a mom to me this week. You brought me so much comfort. I know that someday you are going to make a wonderful mother and wife. Thank you so much for teaching me to look at the bigger picture in life. I know that God has a plan for me and that means not everything is going to work out, which is okay because I have faith in the Lord. Thank you for the best efy year I've ever had. You truely are such a great friend and a wonderful and beautiful counselor inside and out. You've taught me so much this week and I am so grateful for that. Thank you so much!"
Those are just some to name a few. Absolutely incredible.